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Claire Holley
Dandelion
YepRoc YEP 2051
By Maranne Ebertowski

Native Mississippian Claire Holley tells tales from the "deep deep South" with locusts still ringing in her ear, or so she explains in "Waving Goodbye." Waving goodbye to the legends and ghosts of Dixie is she clearly wanted from a very early age, but things are usually not that easy:

Locusts ringing in my ear takes me back
To the days when I was a kid
in the deep deep south
You ask me why I take it in
Cause I'm gonna die...
In my mind I'm waving goodbye
In my mind I'm taking a plane outta here

Most of Holley's songs on Dandelion are tormented "getting outta here" songs. Sometimes she wants to escape with a complete stranger - sometimes she just wants to leave. With the delta-bluesy opener "6 Miles To McKenney," she sets the tone loud and clear. At a gasoline station at 6 miles from McKenney, a woman in a "rusty old wagon" and with "hair long and wild" in boots and army green jeans, distracts her attention from the "chicken under heating lamps" and sets her in the right me-Thelma-you-Louise mood to "see us riding in that wagon together/ waving to the man at the gasoline station/blowing by every sign../6 miles to McKenney."

Not only Holley wants to get "outta here," other people do as well. Like the man and the woman who meet at "Henry's" for the first time and "as the drinks came they found more and more to say, from the movies, to the kids, to the pictures on the wall." After the last call Henry sees them walk off together and"took a drag and wiped down the bar. Then he counted all the money in the jar."

This moody and folky song, all acoustic guitar, rhodes piano and "barclappers," leads up to "Sugar," a loving, melancholy, steel-drenched school reminiscence of a girl called Sugar Wheeland who stuttered, talked a lot about her cello playing sister, "never cut out of school on football days" and probably wanted to get "outta here" as badly as the singer/songwriter. And some days, when riding to her old school ground, Holley can still "see her wave her sleepy hand over at me."

"Waiting For The Whales" to come has the singer sitting uncomfortably on a boat after she "Had a big old breakfast ham and eggs/ Now I'm regretting every bit of it/ Cause the boat is rocking good/ Waiting for the whales to come." It's a pleasantly rocking blues song with a humourous undercurrent: after all, Holley could have done very nicely without this, thank you very much, but she's all dressed up with nowhere to go and "paid my money now/ I'm waiting for the whales to come."

It gets more serious in "Love Never Came," a bitter child memory where the singer goes back to her old town where people don't know her anymore and sees an old lover from a distance.

When I was a little child
the preacher told me lies
I can't forgive him now
I won't forgive him now
Cause I was blind and then I could see
But love never came to me, love never came.

Still, she's looking for redemption rather than revenge.

My money and my time
I'd leave them all behind
if you'd ease my worried mind
Please ease my worried mind.

Holley reveals more bittersweet childhood memories in "Playground," which strikes me as a Southern rural version of Grandmaster Flash's "The Edge." Holley's playground is littered with "bottles in paper bags all around" and on the nearby churchyard she sees "Rusted out vans, cockeyed cars, hatchbacks with missig parts" and, then, there are the "kids on the merry-go-round " who are "still making deliveries / Though the sun went down an hour ago." She observes all this with "Red paint splattered on the street/ like blood underneath my feet."

In the next song, "The Singer," we find Holley on her way home, when suddenly a tune on the radio reminds her of an old lover:

When children's eyes are fading from a mother's nursery rhymes
I'm riding in a taxi on a quiet city street
And in the car a memory comes rushing back to me
From a simple little tune the one that reminds me of you.

After a brief and pleasant instrumental interlude, "Tread Softly," Claire Holley leads us into the really heavy emotional territory of "Waving Goodbye," a song which in my opinion should have opened this album. As Holley thought otherwise, this writer finds herself with a couple of loose ends to tie up: the closig song "The Deep" and the title song "Dandelion."

Whilst in "Waiting For The Whales To Come," Holley was bored with the giant mamals, in "The Deep" she suffers Jonah's fate and gets swallowed by one, which, unfortunately, doesn't make any sense to me and leaves me with not much more than a taste of saltwater in my mouth.

So what about "Dandelion," a song with a delightful South American touch and with "Me and the bees know a good thing when we see it" as maybe the best line on the album? The song is colorful and pretty and hopeful, not a bum note to detect, still or, rather, because of that, it sounds oddly out of place on an album that is as brooding and dark as Dandelion. As much as "Waving Goodbye" should have been the opener, "Dandelion" should have been the closure.

The question that haunts me after listening to this magnificent acoustic "deep deep southern" album is, why is it called Dandelion ? Why not Waving Goodbye or Outta Here ? But, then again, maybe the simple answer is that Holley and the bees see a good thing when I don't and I'm just missing the point. Dandelion is a deliciously crafted album by a fine singer-songwriter who would not surprise me by turning up some great fiction later in life.

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Contact Marianne Ebertowski at ebertowski-at-rockzilla.net

 

  
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